No. 105th day without her...

First day of holiday, feeling extremely screwed up, one and a half month, besides teaching tuition and hanging out with friends, I suddenly felt sorry for a person that I hurt time ago... Depressed is the word that could describe my feelings now. No one will undergo this type of feeling I think.

I despite her feelings and told her the worst words that she had ever heard. I think her heart still burn as she remember the words. I wanted to see gher again. I knew she may not have realised that it was a lie. I hope she doesn't, forever...!!

I am now in London, futhering my studies in a university. I never thought that H1N1 in Malaysia was so serious, otherwise I might have went back. I was held back. My thought to rewrite the blog was when I thought about Malaysia... I trully remember what Sakura and I went through before. I decided to rewrite a fortune and a relationship that I had gave up once.

I regret, trully regret... Sorry, Sakura...