Sakura... Where Are You!!

Today, I was very very down and dissapointed... Because I thought I saw Sakura in a cab, I chased her for a few streets. I saw her in a cab, I think she migrated to London, maybe. Or maybe we are now in the same school.

Studying medicine is a good road for such a clever person, besides her, I don't think I have such a competitor. I tried to comfort myself so that I think less about her. But I think it failed...

My sickness seems to get more and more serious just as I thought it would. I don't think there are any medication for this sickness... Just that I hope Sakura never finds out...

Besides, HF isn't a problem that I had a limited life but I won't know, won't know when I will sleep and never get awaken...

Insufficient Love - Raymond Lam

I sat around the London chairs, having a look at the London's view... But my heart is thinking a Malaysian girl... I don't think I wanna state but thats fact... I think, I hope she recovers as soon as possible... I don't want to see her, as I know, it will be irresistable if I see her again, I may love her, or make her hate me more...

My friends send me an email regarding a song... Insufficient love... I think that suits me a lot... I shed my tears... As I listen to the song and watched the video... I know I must be a character inside... Just I don't know who it is...

I regret for my actions... I know, my..my sickness may just ended up let her suffer... On the other thought, I think I should say sorry, say sorry before I leave...